Chapter 21 June Pays Some Calls

    Jolyon stood in the narrow hall at Broadstairs, inhaling that odour of oilcloth and herrings which permeates all respectable seaside lodging-houses. On a chair — a shiny leather chair, disying its horsehair through a hole in the top left-hand corner — stood a ck despatch case. This he was filling with papers, with the Times, and a bottle of Eau-de Cologne. He had meetings that day of the ‘Globr Gold Concessions’ and the ‘New Colliery Company, Limited,’ to which he was going up, for he never missed a Board; to ‘miss a Board’ would be one more piece of evidence that he was growing old, and this his jealous Forsyte spirit could not bear.


    His eyes, as he filled that ck despatch case, looked as if at any moment they might ze up with anger. So gleams the eye of a schoolboy, baited by a ring of hispanions; but he controls himself, deterred by the fearful odds against him. And old Jolyon controlled himself, keeping down, with his masterful restraint now slowly wearing out, the irritation fostered in him by the conditions of his life.


    He had received from his son an unpractical letter, in which by rambling generalities the boy seemed trying to get out of answering a in question. ‘I’ve seen Bosinney,’ he said; ‘he is not a criminal. The more I see of people the more I am convinced that they are never good or bad — merelyic, or pathetic. You probably don’t agree with me!’


    Old Jolyon did not; he considered it cynical to so express oneself; he had not yet reached that point of old age when even Forsytes, bereft of those illusions and principles which they have cherished carefully for practical purposes but never believed in, bereft of all corporeal enjoyment, stricken to the very heart by having nothing left to hope for — break through the barriers of reserve and say things they would never have believed themselves capable of saying.


    Perhaps he did not believe in ‘goodness’ and ‘badness’ any more than his son; but as he would have said: He didn’t know — couldn’t tell; there might be something in it; and why, by an unnecessary expression of disbelief, deprive yourself of possible advantage?


    ustomed to spend his holidays among the mountains, though (like a true Forsyte) he had never attempted anything too adventurous or too foolhardy, he had been passionately fond of them. And when the wonderful view (mentioned in Baedeker —‘fatiguing but repaying’)— was disclosed to him after the effort of the climb, he had doubtless felt the existence of some great, dignified principle crowning the chaotic strivings, the petty precipices, and ironic little dark chasms of life. This was as near to religion, perhaps, as his practical spirit had ever gone.


    But it was many years since he had been to the mountains. He had taken June there two seasons running, after his wife died, and had realized bitterly that his walking days were over.


    To that old mountain — given confidence in a supreme order of things he had long been a stranger.


    He knew himself to be old, yet he felt young; and this troubled him. It troubled and puzzled him, too, to think that he, who had always been so careful, should be father and grandfather to such as seemed born to disaster. He had nothing to say against Jo — who could say anything against the boy, an amiable chap? — but his position was deplorable, and this business of June’s nearly as bad. It seemed like a fatality, and a fatality was one of those things no man of his character could either understand or put up with.


    In writing to his son he did not really hope that anything woulde of it. Since the ball at Roger’s he had seen too clearly how thendy — he could put two and two together quicker than most men — and, with the example of his own son before his eyes, knew better than any Forsyte of them all that the pale me singes men’s wings whether they will or no.


    In the days before June’s engagement, when she and Mrs. Soames were always together, he had seen enough of Irene to feel the spell she cast over men. She was not a flirt, not even a coquette — words dear to the heart of his generation, which loved to define things by a good, broad, inadequate word — but she was dangerous. He could not say why. Tell him of a quality innate in some women — a seductive power beyond their own control! He would but answer: ‘Humbug!’ She was dangerous, and there was an end of it. He wanted to close his eyes to that affair. If it was, it was; he did not want to hear any more about it — he only wanted to save June’s position and her peace of mind. He still hoped she might once more be afort to himself.


    And so he had written. He got little enough out of the answer. As to what young Jolyon had made of the interview, there was practically only the queer sentence: ‘I gather that he’s in the stream.’ The stream! What stream? What was this new-fangled way of talking?


    He sighed, and folded thest of the papers under the p of the bag; he knew well enough what was meant.


    June came out of the dining-room, and helped him on with his summer coat. From her costume, and the expression of her little resolute face, he saw at once what wasing.


    “I’m going with you,” she said.


    “Nonsense, my dear; I go straight into the City. I can’t have you racketting about!”


    “I must see old Mrs. Smeech.”


    “Oh, your precious me ducks!” grumbled out old Jolyon. He did not believe her excuse, but ceased his opposition. There was no doing anything with that pertinacity of hers.


    At Victoria he put her into the carriage which had been ordered for himself — a characteristic action, for he had no petty selfishnesses.


    “Now, don’t you go tiring yourself, my darling,” he said, and took a cab on into the city.


    June went first to a back-street in Paddington, where Mrs. Smeech, her me duck,’ lived — an aged person, connected with the charring interest; but after half an hour spent in hearing her habituallymentable recital, and dragooning her into temporaryfort, she went on to Stanhope Gate. The great house was closed and dark.


    She had decided to learn something at all costs. It was better to face the worst, and have it over. And this was her n: To go first to Phil’s aunt, Mrs. Baynes, and, failing information there, to Irene herself. She had no clear notion of what she would gain by these visits.


    At three o’clock she was in Lowndes Square. With a woman’s instinct when trouble is to be faced, she had put on her best frock, and went to the battle with a nce as courageous as old Jolyon’s itself. Her tremors had passed into eagerness.


    Mrs. Baynes, Bosinney’s aunt (Louisa was her name), was in her kitchen when June was announced, organizing the cook, for she was an excellent housewife, and, as Baynes always said, there was ‘a lot in a good dinner.’ He did his best work after dinner. It was Baynes who built that remarkably fine row of tall crimson houses in Kensington whichpete with so many others for the title of ‘the ugliest in London.’


    On hearing June’s name, she went hurriedly to her bedroom, and, taking tworge bracelets from a red moro case in a locked drawer, put them on her white wrists — for she possessed in a remarkable degree that ‘sense of property,’ which, as we know, is the touchstone of Forsyteism, and the foundation of good morality.


    Her figure, of medium height and broad build, with a tendency to embonpoint, was reflected by the mirror of her whitewood wardrobe, in a gown made under her own organization, of one of those half-tints, reminiscent of the distempered walls of corridors inrge hotels. She raised her hands to her hair, which she wore a Princesse de Galles, and touched it here and there, settling it more firmly on her head, and her eyes were full of an unconscious realism, as though she were looking in the face one of life’s sordid facts, and making the best of it. In youth her cheeks had been of cream and roses, but they were mottled now by middle-age, and again that hard, ugly directness came into her eyes as she dabbed a powder-puff across her forehead. Putting the puff down, she stood quite still before the ss, arranging a smile over her high, important nose, her, chin, (neverrge, and now growing smaller with the increase of her neck), her thin-lipped, down-drooping mouth. Quickly, not to lose the effect, she grasped her skirts strongly in both hands, and went downstairs.


    She had been hoping for this visit for some time past. Whispers had reached her that things were not all right between her nephew and his fiancee. Neither of them had been near her for weeks. She had asked Phil to dinner many times; his invariable answer had been ‘Too busy.’


    Her instinct was rmed, and the instinct in such matters of this excellent woman was keen. She ought to have been a Forsyte; in young Jolyon’s sense of the word, she certainly had that privilege, and merits description as such.


    She had married off her three daughters in a way that people said was beyond their deserts, for they had the professional inness only to be found, as a rule, among the female kind of the more legal callings. Her name was upon themittees of numberless charities connected with the Church-dances, theatricals, or bazaars — and she never lent her name unless sure beforehand that everything had been thoroughly organized.


    She believed, as she often said, in putting things on amercial basis; the proper function of the Church, of charity, indeed, of everything, was to strengthen the fabric of ‘Society.’ Individual action, therefore, she considered immoral. Organization was the only thing, for by organization alone could you feel sure that you were getting a return for your money. Organization — and again, organization! And there is no doubt that she was what old Jolyon called her —“a ‘dab’ at that”— he went further, he called her “a humbug.”


    The enterprises to which she lent her name were organized so admirably that by the time the takings were handed over, they were indeed skim milk divested of all cream of human kindness. But as she often justly remarked, sentiment was to be deprecated. She was, in fact, a little academic.


    This great and good woman, so highly thought of in lesiastical circles, was one of the principal priestesses in the temple of Forsyteism, keeping alive day and night a sacred me to the God of Property, whose altar is inscribed with those inspiring words: ‘Nothing for nothing, and really remarkably little for sixpence.’


    When she entered a room it was felt that something substantial hade in, which was probably the reason of her poprity as a patroness. People liked something substantial when they had paid money for it; and they would look at her — surrounded by her staff in charity ballrooms, with her high nose and her broad, square figure, attired in an uniform covered with sequins — as though she were a general.


    The only thing against her was that she had not a double name. She was a power in upper middle-ss society, with its hundred sets and circles, all intersecting on themon battlefield of charity functions, and on that battlefield brushing skirts so pleasantly with the skirts of Society with the capital ‘S.’ She was a power in society with the smaller ‘s,’ thatrger, more significant, and more powerful body, where themercially Christian institutions, maxims, and ‘principle,’ which Mrs. Baynes embodied, were real life-blood, circting freely, real business currency, not merely the sterilized imitation that flowed in the veins of smaller Society with therger ‘S.’ People who knew her felt her to be sound — a sound woman, who never gave herself away, nor anything else, if she could possibly help it.


    She had been on the worst sort of terms with Bosinney’s father, who had not infrequently made her the object of an unpardonable ridicule. She alluded to him now that he was gone as her ‘poor, dear, irreverend brother.’


    She greeted June with the careful effusion of which she was a mistress, a little afraid of her as far as a woman of her eminence in themercial and Christian world could be afraid — for so slight a girl June had a great dignity, the fearlessness of her eyes gave her that. And Mrs. Baynes, too, shrewdly recognized that behind the upromising frankness of June’s manner there was much of the Forsyte. If the girl had been merely frank and courageous, Mrs. Baynes would have thought her ‘cranky,’ and despised her; if she had been merely a Forsyte, like Francie — let us say — she would have patronized her from sheer weight of metal; but June, small though she was — Mrs. Baynes habitually admired quantity — gave her an uneasy feeling; and she ced her in a chair opposite the light.


    There was another reason for her respect which Mrs. Baynes, too good a churchwoman to be worldly, would have been thest to admit — she often heard her husband describe old Jolyon as extremely well off, and was biassed towards his granddaughter for the soundest of all reasons. To-day she felt the emotion with which we read a novel describing a hero and an inheritance, nervously anxious lest, by some frightfulpse of the novelist, the young man should be left without it at the end.


    Her manner was warm; she had never seen so clearly before how distinguished and desirable a girl this was. She asked after old Jolyon’s health. A wonderful man for his age; so upright, and young looking, and how old was he? Eighty-one! She would never have thought it! They were at the sea! Very nice for them; she supposed June heard from Phil every day? Her light grey eyes became more prominent as she asked this question; but the girl met the nce without flinching.


    “No,” she said, “he never writes!”


    Mrs. Baynes’s eyes dropped; they had no intention of doing so, but they did. They recovered immediately.


    “Of course not. That’s Phil all over — he was always like that!”


    “Was he?” said June.


    The brevity of the answer caused Mrs. Baynes’s bright smile a moment’s hesitation; she disguised it by a quick movement, and spreading her skirts afresh, said: “Why, my dear — he’s quite the most harum-scarum person; one never pays the slightest attention to what he does!”


    The conviction came suddenly to June that she was wasting her time; even were she to put a question point-nk, she would never get anything out of this woman.


    ‘Do you see him?’ she asked, her face crimsoning.


    The perspiration broke out on Mrs. Baynes’ forehead beneath the powder.


    “Oh, yes! I don’t remember when he was herest — indeed, we haven’t seen much of himtely. He’s so busy with your cousin’s house; I’m told it’ll be finished directly. We must organize a little dinner to celebrate the event; doe and stay the night with us!”


    “Thank you,” said June. Again she thought: ‘I’m only wasting my time. This woman will tell me nothing.’


    She got up to go. A change came over Mrs. Baynes. She rose too; her lips twitched, she fidgeted her hands. Something was evidently very wrong, and she did not dare to ask this girl, who stood there, a slim, straight little figure, with her decided face, her set jaw, and resentful eyes. She was not ustomed to be afraid of asking question’s — all organization was based on the asking of questions!


    But the issue was so grave that her nerve, normally strong, was fairly shaken; only that morning her husband had said: “Old Mr. Forsyte must be worth well over a hundred thousand pounds!”


    And this girl stood there, holding out her hand — holding out her hand!


    The chance might be slipping away — she couldn’t tell — the chance of keeping her in the family, and yet she dared not speak.


    Her eyes followed June to the door.


    It closed.


    Then with an exmation Mrs. Baynes ran forward, wobbling her bulky frame from side to side, and opened it again.


    Toote! She heard the front door click, and stood still, an expression of real anger and mortification on her face.


    June went along the Square with her bird-like quickness. She detested that woman now whom in happier days she had been ustomed to think so kind. Was she always to be put off thus, and forced to undergo this torturing suspense?


    She would go to Phil himself, and ask him what he meant. She had the right to know. She hurried on down Sloane Street till she came to Bosinney’s number. Passing the swing-door at the bottom, she ran up the stairs, her heart thumping painfully.


    At the top of the third flight she paused for breath, and holding on to the bannisters, stood listening. No sound came from above.


    With a very white face she mounted thest flight. She saw the door, with his name on the te. And the resolution that had brought her so far evaporated.


    The full meaning of her conduct came to her. She felt hot all over; the palms of her hands were moist beneath the thin silk covering of her gloves.


    She drew back to the stairs, but did not descend. Leaning against the rail she tried to get rid of a feeling of being choked; and she gazed at the door with a sort of dreadful courage. No! she refused to go down. Did it matter what people thought of her? They would never know! No one would help her if she did not help herself! She would go through with it.


    Forcing herself, therefore, to leave the support of the wall, she rang the bell. The door did not open, and all her shame and fear suddenly abandoned her; she rang again and again, as though in spite of its emptiness she could drag some response out of that closed room, some rpense for the shame and fear that visit had cost her. It did not open; she left off ringing, and, sitting down at the top of the stairs, buried her face in her hands.


    Presently she stole down, out into the air. She felt as though she had passed through a bad illness, and had no desire now but to get home as quickly as she could. The people she met seemed to know where she had been, what she had been doing; and suddenly — over on the opposite side, going towards his rooms from the direction of Montpellier Square — she saw Bosinney himself.


    She made a movement to cross into the traffic. Their eyes met, and he raised his hat. An omnibus passed, obscuring her view; then, from the edge of the pavement, through a gap in the traffic, she saw him walking on.


    And June stood motionless, looking after him.